Lack a sense of reality

In Hiroshima, there are many goods enough at shops. Many cars are running on the road. Ｔhese are the my impression when I drive to hospital yesterday.
In the TV, many victims in Tohoku have no foods, no gasoline and no houses.
I think sorry, but I am lack a sense of reality. I feel it a story in the movie. When I write such a thing, victims may get angry.
All I can do is continue my jobs. It will help them later.
But, I am start to think that I contribute for victims. It will be my first experience.